*waves*
Dissertation, checked!
*a tick off the to-do-list*
Dissertation, checked!
*a tick off the to-do-list*
I would love, LOVE to relief the feeling of handling the envelope to Examination center - it was glorious. The replay of flipping pages of journal articles and the strain on the pupils scanning left to right looking for information is over!
Presentation? Not a fraction of stress compared to that pressure to achieve at least 50 pages of brain juice that mainly consist of meaningless terminologies.
To be honest after I handed that in it feels like graduation almost right away.
Presentation? Not a fraction of stress compared to that pressure to achieve at least 50 pages of brain juice that mainly consist of meaningless terminologies.
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Counting down to completion of studies - 21 days.
Minus off the days we are going to have our exam - 18 days.
Minus off the one week of study week - 11 days.
11-freaking-days to reality.
My friend Shane BBM-ed me the other day about his job interview back in France, I was so happy for him knowing that he is heading to what he wants since the day he started in culinary school. That led me to think about myself too, and I got worried. To think of what I want in life really got into me, believe it or not maybe not long after this I will suffer from paranoia, then depression, then my lifespan shortens. This will not be easy, it never will.
Minus off the days we are going to have our exam - 18 days.
Minus off the one week of study week - 11 days.
11-freaking-days to reality.
*PULLS HAIR*
I told myself I can do it, I can do it, I can do it.
No, I really want it actually, to be someone.
No, I really want it actually, to be someone.
My friend Shane BBM-ed me the other day about his job interview back in France, I was so happy for him knowing that he is heading to what he wants since the day he started in culinary school. That led me to think about myself too, and I got worried. To think of what I want in life really got into me, believe it or not maybe not long after this I will suffer from paranoia, then depression, then my lifespan shortens. This will not be easy, it never will.
But when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
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During a get-together in my university for my upcoming training place Jones Singapore, we were told to write down
1. Our thoughts about the upcoming challenges in Singapore
2. Our expectation
3. Our strength and weaknesses
Even though it was just a spontaneous q&a, boy it puts the room into instant silence after a jolly ice breaking session.
Writing them down put me into deep thoughts, I hope by the end of the 6 months I will overcome my fears and achieve something. One. Small. Step. At. A. Time.
1. Our thoughts about the upcoming challenges in Singapore
2. Our expectation
3. Our strength and weaknesses
Even though it was just a spontaneous q&a, boy it puts the room into instant silence after a jolly ice breaking session.
Writing them down put me into deep thoughts, I hope by the end of the 6 months I will overcome my fears and achieve something. One. Small. Step. At. A. Time.
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Again, thinking aback of saying goodbye to many close friends breaks me.
It's been a wonderful 4 years, let's hope for nothing but a better tomorrow for everyone.
Adios.
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It's been a wonderful 4 years, let's hope for nothing but a better tomorrow for everyone.
Adios.
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