As of today..

I passed my trials in driving today. I was thinking i would have failed because i mistook a turn for my on-the-road test. Sigh, lucky that the inspector is having a sprained-neck he just ask me to take a u-turn and we headed back to the driving institute.

I didn't tell my driving instructor about the incident. Why? because he has taught me the route repeatedly - and i forgot. GREAT. But still, i passed with a 17/20 score. Not bad, not bad.

About my last post.. I actually did what i intended to. But not as planned. The plan was to confront in the beginning. I told him off while we were driving, one by one.. And i guess we have a mutual understanding now. Everything is cool between us =D

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I'm so depressed at home.

Although i'm not going to reveal what has happened but to think of it makes me want to cry all the time. This is history repeating itself.

I feel my presence is empty. And there is no point in talking, confrontation or discussion because i know there will be no changes. It's been so long, so i'll just keep quiet and do whatever that pleases everybody.

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I'm going to move again!

It's sad cuz i like my room, a lot. Although it's considerably messy and hot some of the time but it's under some maintenance i do once in a while. Which makes me feel even more sad because when i clean the room i feel it's mine.

Sigh, what to do?

Can't wait to start new term. Can't wait to go back to KL. Can't wait to pass my driving test. Can't wait to see Yong Jay. Can't wait to own a restaurant. Can't wait to be a millionaire. Can't wait to be a Leng Ma (pretty mom).

When a person gets older, their patience just shorten it's lifespan.